I Wish I Had a Hole
This morning I had my first final. It actually went a lot better than I thought it would, seeing as last night and this morning I didn't feel like I was ready at all. I mean, I studied a whole lot yesterday, but I was so distracted that I didn't really absorb a whole lot of it. Anyway, I experienced somewhat of a high once it was over. But that sad thing is that it's only two hours after I finished and the high has already worn off.
This week has been awful. Sunday I pulled an all nighter for a paper and well...Annie and I talked online for a long time and Chase and I talked for a while and there were just more important things on my mind than that paper. Whatever...it doesn't matter now. So I went to classes on Monday and managed to stay awake in all of them. Then at 1:00 I fell asleep and slept until...6:00 the next morning. Then I went to class and had a German test at 8:30 and then an hour and a half of Somerville. I suppose after that I had another high point just because that was my last class for this semester.
I've tried to study this entire week but I just CANNOT concentrate no matter what I do. It's so frustrating. I have so many things on my mind right now I feel like if I were in a warm climate I'd dig a hole and climb inside. I can't sleep either. I think I'm just ready to go home. Well, yes, I know I am. At the same time though I don't want to leave my friends...well I just don't want to be away from them for an entire month. But I do want to spend an entire month in Arizona. Going back and forth in between Phoenix and Tucson is going to be so stressful, but it means that it really will take a month for me to see everyone that I want to see. I miss my parents, my sister, my dog. I miss Andrew, Darren, Allie, Thea, Jaime and Jared, little Sylvia and Zoe, Clara and the Daltons, the Monroes. I wish that I could either just go to Phoenix or Tucson, but I can't.
UGH! I wish I wasn't a worrier. I want to help my extremely tense, stressed friends. I want situations to be resolved.I want to relax. I want to know that everything will be okay. *Sigh*
This week has been awful. Sunday I pulled an all nighter for a paper and well...Annie and I talked online for a long time and Chase and I talked for a while and there were just more important things on my mind than that paper. Whatever...it doesn't matter now. So I went to classes on Monday and managed to stay awake in all of them. Then at 1:00 I fell asleep and slept until...6:00 the next morning. Then I went to class and had a German test at 8:30 and then an hour and a half of Somerville. I suppose after that I had another high point just because that was my last class for this semester.
I've tried to study this entire week but I just CANNOT concentrate no matter what I do. It's so frustrating. I have so many things on my mind right now I feel like if I were in a warm climate I'd dig a hole and climb inside. I can't sleep either. I think I'm just ready to go home. Well, yes, I know I am. At the same time though I don't want to leave my friends...well I just don't want to be away from them for an entire month. But I do want to spend an entire month in Arizona. Going back and forth in between Phoenix and Tucson is going to be so stressful, but it means that it really will take a month for me to see everyone that I want to see. I miss my parents, my sister, my dog. I miss Andrew, Darren, Allie, Thea, Jaime and Jared, little Sylvia and Zoe, Clara and the Daltons, the Monroes. I wish that I could either just go to Phoenix or Tucson, but I can't.
UGH! I wish I wasn't a worrier. I want to help my extremely tense, stressed friends. I want situations to be resolved.I want to relax. I want to know that everything will be okay. *Sigh*
posted by captainplanet at 12:31 PM
1 Comments:
hey.. your gonna be o.k.! just one thing at a time now, not everything including everyones problems on top of your own... aight? not too long now, i love you and enjoy the snow!
<3
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